After moving to a new apartment last week, I had a moment sitting on my new couch where I just felt lost. It was not that I did not know who I was or what I was doing, but rather, I felt that I lost who I was in relation to the world. This happens to me every few months when I have a huge change in my life, such as a new apartment.
This feeling of being lost and not knowing my purpose with the world is something that I welcome in my life. I take the times when I feel lost to figure out why I am feeling lost and re-identify what is truly important to me. Even though it puts me in some distress during the days where I feel this feeling, looking back, I feel that there is great beauty in the feeling.
I truly feel that without these few days of being lost in the world and not knowing your specific purpose is important for personal development – without it, I think that we can lose ourselves even more. I know that after I finished a huge project last fall, I felt lost for weeks because I did not know my purpose in life without that project. Looking back, I now see the importance of feeling lost for so long – I was able to really figure out what the world meant to me and how I could continue to contribute to the betterment of the world.
One of my favorite lyrics right now is by Coldplay where they say “I’d rather be a comma, than a full stop” from the song, Every Teardrop is a Waterfall. I think that that quote is the perfect way to describe the beauty of life and the clarity that being lost can provide an individual.